how to heal a broken heart by lexidh

if only it were that easy…
Never say die.
i was just looking at my account earlier today, when i realized that all of my current testimonials include the lines "i miss you" or "i love you". i feel loved! and i love and miss them too!
i have a lot of things to do for school. 2 weeks left. then a 1 month vacation. it’s the longest sem break i got, i think. then a really short xmas break. oh well. at least i am coping with school and i hope i get a decent grade. i can’t accept a C this sem. i know i won’t be in the dean’s list again.
i just came from a spontaneous children’s birthday party. i never liked children’s parties, except for mine. at least there was no spaghetti. i hate spaghetti’s at children’s parties.
i don’t want to graduate yet. i don’t want to leave ateneo. i don’t want to leave my nice life at the condo. i don’t want to leave studying like crazy for working like mad. i don’t want a rigidly scheduled life.
and i don’t want to lose touch with people i care about. that’s my biggest fear. i don’t want another high school graduation farewell incident.